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The key is in the ignition, his eyes open to the rain sliding down the glass. He knows were he is going and he knows its not worth it. |
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[for a friend]
im sorry, but i think you lost him a long time ago
and now your destroying every thing you had good with him
there is a big difference between love and low self-esteem |
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that's right hope for something+++++++++++++ ohhh so this is how its going to endCurrent Mood:  calm |
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my grandma may die of a brain tumor |
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Does any one else get scared to think that they may lose every one they love one day ?Current Mood:  sick |
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if i'm happy for one minute, your there too bring me back down....... i don't even have the words for i feel, sometimes i question what makes certain people your friends, if all they ever do is hurt your feelings<><><><><><><><><> *remember kids the more people you know, the more bullshit opinions you will have to here about yourself*
Feb. 12th, 2006 @ 05:57 pm
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| » wha wha what |
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|  | Dear Cupid,
This year, I've had my ups and downs in the love department.
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Astrofeline and I got caught hooking up at the movies and now we are banned from the theatre.
I proved to Gaveitaway that you can have fun with just two people, a tarp, some chocolate sauce, a pair of dice, and some baby oil.
Friend_of_hero bought me a dildo then creepily winked at me. |
So as you can see it's been a hectic year. Can you please make Shrug_shoulder hook up with me this Valentine's day?
Sincerely,
ash37 |
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Jan. 22nd, 2006 @ 04:27 pm
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| » come home and see what you have done |
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i really need to leave this place,.,.,. you cant tell a story with out reading others
Jan. 8th, 2006 @ 11:01 pm
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all dressed up but no were to go
Jan. 3rd, 2006 @ 09:50 pm
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| » fucking 23 |
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18 sounds so good right now
Jan. 1st, 2006 @ 02:00 am
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| » a night when i can't sleep......... again |
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i hate the winter, i think i'm going nuts because of the cold, every day i just want to run. I have all these thing i want to do but they all have to do with being out side. !@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#$%^&*(*&^%$%^&*(()&*&%%$##
Dec. 12th, 2005 @ 12:13 am
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| » just wake up |
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 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last Friday I set ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) shrug_shoulder's puppy on fire (-66 points). Last Tuesday love_2_hate and I robbed a bank (-50 points). In January I helped be_mysterious see the light (8 points). In June I ruled Asscrackistan as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). In February I signed my organ donor card (28 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-780 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal!
Sincerely,
ash37 |
Dec. 8th, 2005 @ 12:00 am
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i cant sleep, i just keep laying there thinking about sad things,, or how this is my life and i am stuck with it, it really can never get better it can only get worse><><><><> i'm fighting losing battle
Nov. 28th, 2005 @ 01:39 am
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| » its been a long time |
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ive been here a thousand times...,, this position in life, this feeling. I do believe that love is real and yes its nice to see others that have obtained it. Do you know that feeling, you can feel it in your chest and you think that they feel it to and its so strong. But no its not there its not there for them, your the only one that sees, your the only one that stays up all night and thinks of all the great things you could do together. You feel so stupid, like gods up there just laughing his ass off, like my life is a fucking sitcom to him.You keep thinking that they will just start thinking about you and it will start to eat them inside and they will have to talk to you, like i could ever make that kind of impact on some one. But i think if they could make that kind of an impact on me maybe, but no never. I don't say this because i'm very negative, i say this because its very true
Nov. 20th, 2005 @ 11:22 pm
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| » ill be ok |
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i hope you realize that your the cause of most of my depression, my stress, my constant paranoia, my fear of all ways failing. these are all the ways you have effected me in my life. i have a thousand things i could say to you but it woudn't help. its not all your fault but you don't help............. you make me want to leave
Sep. 22nd, 2005 @ 10:17 pm
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| » come and explain your self to every one |
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its t00 much t0 h0ld********* y0u see s0 many stars, but s0me seem t0 be fadeing away
Sep. 11th, 2005 @ 10:28 pm
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i try so hard to find home
Sep. 7th, 2005 @ 12:22 am
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i don't know what i did but hes been different to me for almost too weeks ....,-=-=,,,, well im sorry for what every i did
Sep. 5th, 2005 @ 02:24 am
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| » wow ..jesus you say |
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i have been questioning this for a long time, how some people hit 30-40s of age. they get into god really heavy i think a little bit of it is the fear of death but i think a big part is the thought of never seeing there kids again when they die,,, this thought of spending all eternity rolling in fields of clouds with there kids really makes them happy,,, its kind like a mid life crisis
Aug. 29th, 2005 @ 08:38 pm
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| » are u pissed at me or the hole world |
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u tell him that i was happy, i was so fucking happy till this.---. now its all dieing from here on
Aug. 28th, 2005 @ 01:34 am
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